Revenge18 min read
The Tiny Lens, The Toothbrush, and the Night Everything Broke
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I found the camera when an electric toothbrush wouldn't charge.
"I thought the outlet was faulty," I said out loud to the empty apartment, "and then I found that tiny dot."
The dot was no bigger than a fingernail. It sat inside the bathroom outlet like a quiet eye. I pulled the charger out, and the world tilted.
"I've been watched," I whispered. "All of this time."
I remember the smell of detergent from the towels, the faint steam clinging to the mirror, and my knees going soft. I couldn't breathe.
"Who would—" I started, then stopped. My friends and the man I loved all knew about that outlet. Clark Mohammed and his apprentice had rewired the place. Jared Rodriguez from property had come to register me. A dozen people had stepped across my threshold. I thought of praise—"pretty," "sweet," "good cook"—and felt claws on my skin.
"You're making me sound like a child," I muttered, but my hands trembled.
I didn't call Dalton Neves that night.
"I can't," I told myself. "He'll see it and he'll explode. He'll protect me so fiercely he'll crush everything. And if I lose this apartment, I lose everything."
I scrolled. I searched thumbnails of pinhole cameras until the pages blurred. I found nothing that told me how to trace the signal. I found only horror stories.
"Someone put it in the outlet?" Sophie Luna asked when she came over the next evening with soup.
"Yeah," I said. "Here." I showed her the dented metal disc in my palm.
Sophie pressed her lips together. "Don't panic. Call the police."
"I can't," I said. "If this gets out, everyone will know. They'll say I was stupid, they'll say I let it happen. Dalton—"
Sophie put a hand on my shoulder. "You can't live like this."
But I lived like this. I slept in clothes. I washed my hair at the sink. I learned to wipe on one towel and keep a second folded over my shoulders, like armor. When Dalton wanted to stay over, I said no more and sent him home.
"You're being paranoid," he told me on the third night he slept in his own place across the city. "Are you sure you didn't just misread something on the charger?"
"I found a camera," I said. "An actual camera."
His face changed to something between anger and fear. "Who?"
"I don't know."
"Who would do that to you? Tell me and I'll—"
"No." I stopped him. "I can't. Not yet."
Dalton's care was a weight and a warm blanket all at once; his need to fix things was a storm. He could not stand not-knowing. I loved him; I also feared him in new ways.
I thought of Clark Mohammed and his apprentice, Felix Perry. Clark had looked like a steady, cautious man; he had warned me about the old wiring. Felix had been quiet and awkward. He had once smiled at me in a way that left a bad taste.
"If one of them did it," I told Sophie, "then maybe it wasn't random."
"Then let the police take it," she said.
"No," I said again. "I need to know who did this first."
"I'll come tonight," Sophie said. "We'll invite two more friends. We'll have them measure the window seat. If they install it, they'll be seen."
Her plan was simple. "You hide outside the bedroom. Make sure the curtain is loose. When Felix touches the curtain—"
"I'll be watching," I whispered.
The plan worked because it was small and because it used their arrogance.
"Measure here," Clark said cheerfully, handing Felix the tape.
"There's something on the curtain," Felix muttered when his hand snagged against the fabric. A dark object hit the floor and skittered.
Felix picked it up and turned it in his rough hands. "What's that?" he asked.
"A camera?" Clark said, and frowned.
"It looks like a pinhole," Felix said, and the way he said it felt like a knife in me.
"How did it get there?" I heard Sophie ask from another room.
Felix made a hollow laugh. "Maybe it was left over from the last tenant. Maybe it's a prank."
"Prank?" I thought of all the nights I had been naked, brushed my teeth, let the steam hide me. "Prank" tasted like violence.
When Clark put the device on my bedside table and shrugged it off as "someone's joke," something cold settled in my gut. Felix left with an uneasy smile that didn't reach his eyes.
Later, alone, I texted him. "Don't touch me again."
He sent a string of toothy emojis and then, "Relax. I was just joking."
I pressed my thumb to the screen and felt like a fool.
"You think Felix did it?" Sophie asked over the phone when I confronted her.
"I don't know," I said. "I think everyone knows the outlet."
"Call the police," she said.
"No."
I lied to myself for other reasons. The apartment had cost me everything: my savings, loans, shame. I had painted and unpacked and built a little life with cups and awards and a curling hot water kettle. To lose it because someone invaded me—that was intolerable.
So I made a different choice. I decided to trap whoever had put the lens there.
The first trap worked because it was honest: curiosity.
I told Clark I wanted the bedroom windowsill changed into cabinets. "How many of you will be here?" I asked.
"Only me and Felix," he said. "We can do it tomorrow."
I invited two friends for dinner so the apartment would be busy. When Clark and Felix came in the next morning, they were casual. They took the tape and measured. Felix brushed the curtain aside and the secret dropped—a tiny black disc.
Felix's face tightened. "What is this?"
"A camera?" Clark said again.
I stepped out of my hiding place and watched.
"Why would anyone put a camera in a bathroom outlet?" Clark asked, and his voice had the practical edge of a man who was used to other people's problems.
Felix made an awkward joke. "Maybe for fun."
"Take it," I said quietly.
He did. He laughed. He showed it to Clark. "It's small. Looks like a toy."
I drove him out the door with a smile. But later, when Felix messaged me with a smug grin, I felt it: someone was watching from outside the frame.
The harassment began small: anonymous messages, a flasher profile that sent a single picture I recognized as mine, a message that read, "Is this you?"
"You're not alone," the message seemed to say, "we're here, and we can make you small."
I saved the screenshots and sent them to no one.
Then one afternoon at work, when the office hummed with low talk, I got a friend request on a platform I'd barely used.
"You won't believe it," my colleague whispered. "Somebody is sharing explicit things. They updated their avatar with a photo—"
Before she finished, a file landed in my inbox. I opened it with the hope of seeing an obvious lie and instead saw myself in the half-light of a bathroom stall, private and exposed.
"Who sent this?" I asked, voice hollow.
"An unknown account," she said. "They added a message: 'Is this you, freak?'"
My throat closed. I ran.
At three in the morning, I almost did what I told myself I wouldn't do. I almost called Dalton. Instead, I walked the corridors until I found Jared Rodriguez, the property man, leaning by the doorway of the building like a fat little sentinel.
"Why are you here?" I demanded.
"I'm delivering a bill," he said, voice slick with the practiced kindness of someone who had delivered dozens of excuses. "You need to pay your electricity—"
"Stop," I said. "Why are you looking through the peephole?"
He blinked. "I was just checking for packages."
"You live in an apartment complex," I snapped. "You know where the line is. Stay away."
He smiled like a man who had practiced apologizing. "Don't worry. I'm a good neighbor."
I slammed my door and locked myself in.
The messages didn't stop. "You're not answering," they taunted. "Scared, are you?"
One message was a strip of video, taken from inside my bathroom, my silhouette discrete but clear. The sender typed: "Come out and play."
I could have called the police then.
Instead, I picked up my phone and sent a single line to a man who had always been in the wings, who knew the city and the people who hid in it.
"Byron," I typed, and my thumb hovered.
Byron Leroy answered within minutes.
"Emi," he wrote. "Are you okay?"
"I found a camera," I answered. "Do you have time?"
Byron came that evening with a calmness that felt engineered.
"Let me see," he said. "Don't tell Dalton."
"Why not?" I asked, surprised by the sharpness of it.
"Because he'll panic and make promises you can't keep." He smiled. "Let me help."
Byron was kind in the way a man is kind when he wants something. He studied the tiny camera and didn't look shocked.
"This is old tech," he said. "Low resolution, probably uploads to a cloud."
He said it like a man who had thought about this plenty of times. When he left, he said, "I'll call someone. Don't say anything to anyone."
I should have known his help would not come free.
"I'll be fine now," I told myself.
Byron was not content to be helper. He became the center. He bought me ginger tea, asked me which shower gel I used, remembered which way I wore my hair when I shampooed. He left little things at my desk at work: a packet of painkillers, a bland biscuit—each an arrow.
One night he caught me on the stairwell.
"Are you safe at home?" he asked.
"I'm trying," I said.
"If you ever need me to stand outside the door, I will," he said, eyes fixed on mine like a promise.
"I don't want to be a burden," I said.
"You aren't," he said. "I'm here."
And I believed him because I was so tired.
His voice was the calmer one in the chaos. He listened while I told partial truths. He answered questions I hadn't thought to ask aloud.
"Is it possible someone close installed it?" he asked.
"Yes," I said.
He nodded. "We will find them. I promise."
His promise became a plan.
I would later learn that Byron had plans of his own.
When the next injection of abuse came—a flash image with my face and a one-line contempt—he was the one who suggested a "bait" conversation. He suggested I reply to the anonymous man, coaxing him to reveal himself.
"If he takes the bait," Byron said, "we'll have his trail."
"You're good at this," I said, trusting him. "I can't do it myself."
"Let me," he said.
He sent replies like a luresmith. He wrote beautifully: soft and hurt, then witty, then patient. He made the anonymous man feel seen. He made himself feel like the hero.
But somewhere between the bait and the hook, he changed the script.
He showed me how the man sent me images. He showed me who had accounts that might buy such footage. He said, "You can be free of this." He folded his words into the soft places of my loneliness.
"You're not like the others," he would say. "You don't have to live with this."
I wanted to believe him. I wanted to believe someone who offered shelter in the storm.
Two weeks later, the storm broke in a way none of us had expected.
"Did you know about the hotel last night?" Byron asked casually one afternoon at work.
"What hotel?" I blinked. "No."
"Never mind," he said. But the question put the thought back in my head. Someone had been in my private life; someone knew when I left, when I washed my hair. Whoever it was had visibility into my most private patterns.
Then came the night that changed everything.
"There's a message on my phone," I told Dalton when he arrived late, voice too thin to be angry.
"What does it say?" he demanded.
"Somebody sent a picture of me," I said. "Naked."
"Who," he asked, and the fury in his eyes made my skin prickle.
"We don't know," I said. "I think it's been happening for months."
Dalton's face tightened. "Who is this Byron?"
"He's a colleague," I said.
Dalton inhaled sharply. "I'll handle it."
"Please don't," I said. "Please don't make it bigger."
He ignored me.
That night he paced the living room like a caged animal. He shouted. He searched for answers in the same places I had. He called building staff and asked the names of every person who had turned a screwdriver in my home. He barked and begged and could not agree to be patient.
"I will not let someone make you less," he said. "I will not let them look at you and not pay."
There are moments that split cleanly into before and after. The moment the next call came was one of those.
"Emi, it happened," Dalton said when he stormed back from a walk.
"I—" I couldn't breathe. "What happened?"
He slammed the door. "I went to the hotel because a friend told me—"
He described a scene he'd seen: Byron and another man leaving a hotel. He talked fast and ragged. His voice climbed on anger and plummeted into something like grief.
"Why would they—" I began.
"They're liars," he said. "They're thieves."
"Dalton, we don't know—"
But he did. He decided. He stormed out. I tried to follow and then froze.
Later, there was shouting. There was a scuffle. The next thing I knew, there was a sharp pain and then numbness when he pressed on my mouth. He was there, hands wrapped tightly, not wanting me to scream.
"I love you," he said into my hair. "Don't fight me, Emi. Please."
I fought. I clawed. I hated him and begged him to stop at once. I told him he was killing me.
But his hands were the prison I could not escape.
The last thing I remember is a pressure against my neck and his voice. His voice was not the one that said such tender things at birthdays. It was smaller, focused. "You don't get to betray me."
I was taken away by a cold so complete I couldn't think. There was light and then nothing. The next time my eyes opened, there were white sheets and harsh lights and a man who would later be called Heath Byrd standing a few feet away with his hands in his pockets, telling me I was dead inside his notebook.
---
"I found her first," I said.
I had gone into that bathroom because of a wrong turn, because of alcohol-spurred bravado. "I saw the camera," I told the room.
"What happened after?" Heath Byrd asked me.
"I don't remember everything," I said. "I remember the soap slipping, the sound of something rolling. I remember her on the sofa. I remember—"
You could say I'm guilty of many things: of desire, of plotting, of thinking small, sneaky ways to get what I wanted.
"But I didn't mean for it to go that way," I said. "I never intended for anyone to die."
"My hand was there," I told Byron, the detective. "I only wanted her to love me."
"I thought if I could expose her, then save her, I'd be the one she rested on. I thought I'd be the man who rescued her from shame."
I remember the camera in the outlet like a dead insect. I remember thinking about the many times I'd watched strangers' live streams and felt less lonely. I thought I'd be the friend who stepped between predator and prey. I thought it would be enough.
But desire is a dangerous animal in the dark.
I recruited Julian Martini to help stage small encounters. We made messages that pushed her into a corner, made her reach, made Byron the hero. I paid Julian to be the villain, to send what would humiliate her until she turned her eyes to me for help.
"Did you ever think this could kill her?" Heath asked.
"Of course not," I said. "She was careful. She was strong. I told myself she would recover." I said it and half-believed it.
The rest of what happened unfolded like bad weather. The hotel, the fight, the return home.
"When I opened the door," I said, "I saw them. I thought he was taking advantage of her."
"Who—" Heath stared at me.
"Byron was there and so was Julian," I said. "Or maybe just Julian. I don't know."
"You were angry," Heath said.
"I was angry," I admitted.
"Why the knife?" he asked.
"I don't know," I said. "Everything was outside my control then. A knife flashed. There was blood. He—" I didn't want to say his name.
"Who?" Heath demanded.
"Byron," I answered, and the confession tasted like quicksilver.
"You killed him?" Heath's voice was small.
"No," I said, and then: "Yes. I didn't know what I did until it was too late."
I told him about the phone calls. I told him about the craft of lies: the messages I had sent, the accounts I bought, the cloud footprints I had tried to erase. I told him about the night I locked the past in a cupboard of lies.
He listened and did not look away. For people like us—men who break trust and later try to tell the truth—there is a particular coldness in an investigator's steady gaze.
"You'll be judged," he said quietly. "By the law and by every person who ever trusted you."
---
I never saw Byron laugh properly after that.
Byron Leroy did not die from a planned execution; he died at the end of something that had been growing for months. He was the man who had slid into my life and offered an umbrella, and then put a hole in the fabric so he could watch the rain.
"I loved her," Dalton said when Heath came to interview him days later. "I loved her so much I couldn't stand the thought of others with her."
"Why didn't you go to the police that day she found the camera?" Heath asked.
"Because I thought I'd fix it myself," Dalton said. "Because I didn't want her to lose everything. Because I was a coward and a fool."
His hands shook as he spoke. There was a bleeding cut across his arm. "I fought to save her life," he kept saying.
"You say you fought. Witnesses saw you leave the building at 22:24," Heath said. "You showed up later with injury and you called. Your statements and the physical evidence —the blood, the positions— they don't match with someone who merely tried to stop a crime."
"You're saying I'm a liar," Dalton snapped, and then became small. "I'm saying I'm human."
Heath did not answer that night. He had to collect evidence. He had to take DNA, fingerprints, cloud logs. He had to unravel a network of cheap cameras and anonymous cloud accounts. He had to piece together who had the access, who had the motive, and who had the means.
They arrested Julian Martini when the tech team found thousands of secret videos on his computer.
"They were selling them," Heath told the press. "They were making money off people's private lives."
Julian's public punishment began on that day.
---
"You did this for money?" I asked him in the holding room.
"It wasn't like that," he said, and his voice was thin. "I needed money. My family—"
"You used cameras," I said. "You used me."
"I was paid," he said. "I didn't think it would be so big. I—"
"You put an eye in my toilet," I said. "You watched me while I slept."
He flinched like someone struck. "I— I'm sorry."
"Sorry won't bring back anything," I said.
When the news broke, Julian tried to shrug it off. He told journalists, "I made a mistake," then offered nervous smiles. He tried to hold onto the line that his actions were small, that he "only" sold footage that already existed.
But the city wanted an example.
The first public punishment happened on a rainy Friday.
A crowd gathered outside the courthouse before the morning session. Cameras blinked. People held placards. The women who had been on Julian's files came in small knots, faces hard as flint. Men who had never attended a court before came with a hunger to see the man who had put eyes where no one should ever look.
"You don't get to hide," a woman shouted, pointing. "You don't get to sell lives."
Julian walked in with his head lowered, followed by his defense attorney and three officers.
When Ian Mikhaylov read the charges aloud, Julian's face shifted.
"You are charged with multiple counts of voyeurism, unlawful recording, distribution of private images, and profiting from invasion of privacy," the judge said. "How do you plead?"
"Guilty," Julian muttered.
There was a murmur across the room. He had expected to plead unsure, to bargain. Instead, the admission seemed both honest and useless.
Outside, the social media whirlwind did the rest.
"Do you know him?" reporters shouted at neighbors. "Do you know where he worked?"
"He lives on the third floor," someone cried. "My daughter had a class with him!" A woman lifted a sign that read, "What did she ever do to you?"
Julian tried to speak to his family on the phone as the crowds swelled. His mother answered and hung up. His brother drove past the courthouse and turned away.
When the sentencing came three months later, the punishment was public in a way he had never imagined.
The judge's words were careful, legal, but outside, the city made its own sentence. Men and women recorded him, snapped photos, uploaded video. Former clients of Julian called in to testify. They told how their private moments were stolen. They showed how the videos found their way into a market of shame.
"I thought I could hide behind the internet," Julian said to the court. "I thought I could make it a business and nothing more."
"To us you were a thief," one testimony said. "You took something no money can buy back."
Julian stood at the dock. He blinked, forced into scenes he'd never practiced. He tried to keep his eyes forward, but each whisper and camera flash was a tiny knife. He looked smaller and smaller.
When the judge imposed community service, fines, and a ban on using certain devices—and ordered him to register as a sex offender—people cheered on the sidewalk.
"This is the least," a survivor said. "Do you hear us? This is the least."
Julian's reaction changed in front of everyone.
"Please," he said, voice high. "I didn't mean—"
At first he tried a faint denial, then a weave of excuses: "I needed money, I was pressured," then the shock when the testimonies rose against him. He tried to blame others—short-lived. Then he collapsed into a pleading murmur: "I'm sorry. I'm sorry."
People pressed phones in his face and shouted, "Don't come to our building!" "Don't show your face in our neighborhood!"
A neighbor who'd never spoken in public came forward to point at him. "You watched my sister," she said, voice shaking. "You watched my daughter."
Julian's legs trembled. He covered his face. He reached for his mother's hand but she kept a distance. The cameras captured the sequence: the smug smile from months ago, then the sudden realization, then the frantic denial, then the collapse. The city recorded it as though it were a crucible.
It was not violent, but it was merciless. It was the kind of exposure that leaves no place to hide. Julian's name was scoured from online spaces. His clients turned on him. His bank accounts froze.
By contrast, Dalton's public punishment was harsher and more complex.
The courtroom where Dalton stood on the day of his sentencing was packed. The air smelled of rain and cheap coffee. I sat with Sophie and two other small friends in the gallery while Heath read the evidence one last time. The cameras focused on Dalton as he moved like a man whose armor had been removed.
"Dalton Neves," the judge—Ian Mikhaylov—began, "you were found guilty of involuntary manslaughter and obstruction of justice."
"Your honor," Dalton began, voice trembling. He attempted a defense: "I didn't mean for her to die. I was scared. I was trying to protect her—"
"Stop," a woman in the gallery shouted. "She is gone."
Dalton's face changed as the weight of the room fell on him. He tried the sequence: first a brief flash of being unbothered—smugness—and then a quick shift. He clenched his jaw when testimony replayed his words when he had told detectives he left the building that night earlier and then returned.
"Did you plan to leave the phones where they were?" Heath asked, "Did you reconfigure anything?"
Dalton's denial was immediate. "No. I—"
Heath's voice was level. "The timestamp on the messages you sent had been altered. You cleaned the laundry. You pretended to be the injured man to hide what had happened. You told lies."
Dalton's head dropped. "I did it to protect her reputation."
"To protect her by making her dead?"
"She was mine," he said, and then the movement: shock. He seemed to remember that the world did not agree with his logic. For a long moment he looked like a child who had broken something he loved and could not put it back.
The crowd murmured. I felt my stomach churn and the blood on my hands—on my memory—hard to erase.
"People in the public square speak of remedies in whispers," Heath said later to the press. "Our job is to ensure the law is enforced fairly."
Dalton's punishment was not a single spectacle. It was a procession: the hearing where friends and family saw the footage; the press conferences where survivors narrated what it felt like to be watched; the day his mother left the courtroom without him; the slow, public collapse of his social circle.
At his sentencing, when Ian read the term of years and the restitution he had to pay, Dalton's face went through all stages required: first, a look that suggested he expected pity; then a thin panic when reality pressed its face against him; then fierce denial; then the cracking, the pleading toward those who had once loved him as though their love might bail him out; finally, a stunned, inward ruin.
"Please," he said then, voice raw. "Please tell me how to fix it."
"You can't fix it," I said without thinking and the room went quieter by my small outburst.
Heath took notes. "Public punishment is not the same as justice," he said later to me. "It is a social phenomenon. It exposes those who profited off harm. The law punishes according to statutes, but the public demands a different kind of accounting."
Dalton's sentence was long enough to be a life break. He was convicted and handed years behind bars, forbidden from a number of civil activities, and ordered to undergo counseling. He would not be permitted to work in jobs that dealt with vulnerable people. The judge's decision was later covered in headlines that paired the tiny camera with the big tragedy: a woman exposed, a man who loved her a dangerous idea, and another man who sold secrets.
Outside, people took sides and tore them with words.
"Did he deserve that?" someone asked me on the steps of the courthouse.
"He killed the one person who trusted him," I answered. "He made himself judge, jury, and executioner for love."
By the time everything was finished, Julian had been publicly humiliated, fired by the building that had once tolerated his repairs, and forced into community service and registries. Dalton had been removed from the life that had formed him. Both punishments were different: one social and swift, the other legal and long.
But none of those punishments returned what was gone. None of them put the tiny camera back into the outlet as if it had never been. None of them aired the private breaths he had stolen.
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Months later, when the detective Heath Byrd came to visit me at home, he sat in my living room and looked at the tiny things we'd kept.
"What do you want now?" he asked.
"To remember," I said.
He nodded. "Then tell me the exact place."
I pointed to the outlet, and my fingers brushed a new cover plate. It was a small thing, white and unremarkable.
"I still keep the toothbrush I used to discover it," I said. "It's silly."
He smiled, then grew serious. "You did well to trap them. But the truth is messy. People who mean to help sometimes hurt more. People who mean to hurt sometimes don't mean for everything to fall apart."
"Will this keep happening?" I asked.
"It might," he said. "But the law will be better prepared."
We sat in silence for a while. The apartment smelled faintly of lemon detergent and of the new, less brittle feeling I had started to have: a reserve that wasn't naïveté, but a steady something that could survive.
When I walked to the bathroom that evening, I paused at the sink.
"Do you ever think about how small that lens was?" I asked aloud.
"All the time," Heath said. "It's the size that made it dangerous."
"And the toothbrush?"
He looked at the old electric toothbrush placed by the sink. "You found it by accident," he said. "You found a camera by accident. And both changed everything."
I put the toothbrush back on its charger and watched the tiny light blink: green, then steady, like a heart trying to calm.
The camera in the outlet had once been a point of view. It had been an instrument of humiliation. Now it was a lesson pressed into a month's worth of headlines and court transcripts.
"One more thing," I told Heath as he rose to leave.
"Yes?"
"Tell them about the yellow towel," I said. "People always forget the little things."
He nodded. "I won't."
The bathroom light hummed as I turned it off. The tiny toothbrush pulsed in the dark. For a long time I listened to its quiet breath. Outside, the city lived on.
The End
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