Sweet Romance17 min read
Packed Bags, Spicy Beef, and the Neighbor Who Stayed
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I never thought my twenty-eighth birthday would end with my life in two cardboard boxes and a plastic bag.
"My house won't keep a single dog," my mother said the morning after my birthday, flat as toast. Then she and my father packed everything I owned and moved it to the stairwell without waiting for me to come home from work.
"You're kidding," I told the phone when I called Julio. "You're actually kidding."
"Too busy, sis," Julio answered, deadpan. "Business trip. Enjoy the stairs."
"You're enjoying my misery, aren't you?" I snapped.
"Not 'enjoying,' just—" He laughed. "Call me when you need me."
He called back before I slammed the phone. "Okay, okay," he said. "I've got you. We'll rescue you. Don't do anything dramatic."
"Tell me who's helping you?" I demanded.
"He's on his way," Julio said. "Just be ready. And don't scare the neighbor."
"Neighbor?" I said. My mind wandered to all the neighbors I didn't know. I imagined old ladies with cats and men who practiced guitar at midnight.
When the doorbell rang, he stood there in a black suit the color of midnight.
Cade Lynch was the kind of man who made a suit look like it had been born to live on his shoulders. He wasn't showy. He didn't grin the way actors grin. He just stood, tall and composed, and something inside me tightened—like an unused muscle suddenly asked to work.
"Morning," he said. His voice was quiet, steady. "Julio asked me to help. Are you sure you want me to?"
"Yes," I said before I could think of how embarrassed I was for needing help. "Unless you plan to hand my stuff down the stairs piece by piece and make me climb after it."
"I can carry heavy," he said.
"Good. Start with that dresser. And pretend you don't notice my embarrassment."
He opened the car trunk, and I tried to be clever. "Cade," I said. "I predict tomorrow I'll be trending."
He glanced over, mildly amused. "Trending for what?"
"Shocking news! Daughter kicked out by parents—ethical crisis!" I lowered my voice theatrically. "Will the nation stand by family values?"
He didn't laugh. He lifted a box with careful hands and said, "Is this everything?"
"Mostly," I said. I made a ridiculous face because that's my defense. He looked at me, then past me at the heap: the suitcase, the lamp, the framed photos. "You sure this is all you own?" he asked.
"Yes." I tried to sound casual. "I live simple."
He carried the last box himself through the hall and let me close the door on the life I'd had.
"Thanks," I said, breathless on the couch after the movers—well, Julio's friend—left.
He had keys to Julio's place and didn't hesitate slipping inside. "You sure you don't want me to stay?" he asked before he left.
"I'm right next door," I said, and waved him off. He stood at the threshold and, for once, didn't look unbothered. He just smiled small. "If anything, knock."
I insulted him later for that small smile, but I meant thank you.
"You're living with Julio?" I asked while we unpacked the night. The apartment smelled faintly of lemon cleaner and the neighbor's cooking. The two men were brothers in how they planned and shared. It felt ridiculous that now I had to live in the thick of them.
"He's my friend," he answered. "Don't worry."
He looked comfortable moving through their kitchen, like he'd done it a hundred times. But watching him while he cooked—details matter—he handled the pan like he knew exactly where heat sits. The air in the kitchen softened him. I watched him, caught and silly in a way that made my chest jump.
"What are you looking at?" he said, turning.
"Pull yourself together," I tried.
"Look away and say it was nothing," he said with a small grin.
I noticed the way he rinsed a plate and then, when I half-joked that I might be in his way, he shrugged and said, "You can stay."
"Stay? As in stay over?" I said, and then laughed at myself. Of course he would never mean stay like that.
"Stay as in, I'll make dinner three nights a week if you consider that staying over," he replied. He folded the towel, and it felt like a promise.
He didn't know I had been a little in love with the idea of him since the first week I met him.
The first week—maybe the first day—I had been more interested in being Julio's sister than in noticing him. I called myself a practical person. I said I didn't do crushes. But when I watched the back of him as he moved into the dorm, I felt something like a short-circuit. He was quiet, neat, not shouting like college boys. He didn't steal attention; he simply had it.
"Why would I not like you?" he had once asked me, years ago.
That was later. In the moment of carrying my lamps and boxes, I was a woman without a home and with a neighbor who smelled faintly of fried garlic and something sweet.
"You don't like me, do you?" I asked him later, over the first dinner he made.
He turned and looked at me in the kitchen, the light above the stove making a line down his cheek. "No," he said.
"No?" I grinned.
"Not true. I don't dislike you," he corrected. He was precise like that. It made my chest perform another small hop.
We ate. I said I was leaving the next week. He didn't say anything. He let me say it. He sat across from me and used his fork slowly. Each time he put it down, I waited for the explosion of feelings or the words that would show how he felt about me, but nothing broke the surface. He folded his serviette into a square. "Eat more," he advised.
"You're cold," I accused.
"Probably," he admitted. "But I prefer being practical."
That night, after we washed the dishes, I sat on his living room couch and thought—this is hard.
In the days that followed, I made a plan. A small one: I would eat at his apartment, I would enjoy the food, I would stop myself from reading meaning into every look. I would move out gracefully, not hurt anyone, not make things awkward. I would not be a problem.
I did not keep that plan.
I ate at his place every night for a week. I tried to be tidy. I tried to pay for groceries—he refused. He would roll his eyes and say, "You're bad at money," but he always let me try again.
Once, at a buffet where I insisted on treating, he refused a shared plate because he was very particular about utensils. He watched me pick at the food I had pressured him to accept and then, in a move that felt like a scene replay I had watched in movies, he reached for my chopsticks and ate the piece I had offered.
"Hey," I said. "That was mine."
"It was on your stick," he said. He ate it calmly, with the kind of casual politeness that felt like an invitation to something else. My face warmed in a way that had nothing to do with the hot food.
"You say you dislike me," I teased.
"No," he said, and then—this time his voice had an edge—"I don't dislike you at all."
My stomach did a strange turn. Then he coughed, pale, and reddened. I had to stop myself from laughing and from saying the wrong thing. He was embarrassed, in a way that made me feel protective.
"Eat," he insisted later.
"I will," I said. "But only if you promise it's all real and not just your way of shaming me into eating."
He looked at me with a humorless patience I had come to both love and fear. "I'll try to be honest," he promised.
He was honest in ways that were surprising. When neighbors mistook us for a couple, he let them keep believing. An old woman once told him, "Hungry? Sit down," and left, assuming I was expecting. He moved as if the world had been rearranged gently to include me.
One afternoon, in the mall, a woman stopped us. "Your wife?" she asked him, warm with assumption.
"Not wife," he said. "Friend."
She peered at me and then her eyes widened. "Congratulations," she said. "I thought I saw a bump."
"A bump?" I asked, mortified.
She smiled at me like I had announced a miracle. "You should take care," she said. Then she left.
We both stared at each other. He laughed, then his mouth went into a line.
"You didn't correct her," I complained.
"Why ruin the fun?" he asked. He pulled me close, a light arm around my waist. "Let them talk. Let them imagine whatever gives them happiness."
We stood like that until I felt my face heat and the air between us static.
That night, he admitted something I would not let him forget.
"Tell me honestly," I said. "Do you like me?"
He braced himself, exhaled, and spoke carefully. "Yes. For a long time."
I blinked. "Why didn't you say anything?"
He looked down at his hands. "You slept in my bed once, and then you left. I thought you didn't want me to be more than a friend."
"You mean the night in sophomore year when everyone was drunk and I crashed and you moved to the couch because Julio—" I stopped, feeling the memory as if someone had pulled a loose thread.
"Yes," he said gently. "That night. I thought you had rejected me. I thought you would always choose Julio's easy warmth over me."
I had no memory of refusing him. I had only the fog of that night: Julio came back late, smelling like beer. Comfort. I had been tired and forgiven the world its small sins and fallen asleep. Why had he believed that then? I felt a guilty tug.
"I'm sorry," I said. "I didn't know. I am so sorry."
He gave me a look that mixed hurt and something fierce. "You disappeared," he said simply. "You never said. I thought you left us both."
"That's not what happened," I cried, a laugh catching in my throat. "I'm an idiot, Cade. I am sorry I left you confused. I didn't mean to."
"Then stay," he said, and the words were small but they landed like a hand on my heart.
"I can't ask you to—" I began.
"You already did," he said. "You asked me to be near by staying next door. You asked me to make dinner." He reached out and his fingers found my chin. "Stay near me, Leticia."
That was one of the moments that made me forget all my plans to move. The heat behind his eyes, the way his voice softened when he used my name—some part of me that had been steady and sensible unraveled.
We kissed then—slow, sure, a thing that fit in the space between two ordinary chairs. He tasted faintly of chili and lemon, and the world narrowed into the press of shoulders and the small, steady heartbeat against my ear.
"God," I breathed when we broke. "Why did I wait so long?"
"Because we are both stubborn," he said. He smiled in a way that made me dizzy. "And because you left me to my own devices."
I was not quite brave enough to say everything. I had told myself I would step away, spare Julio the trouble. But I couldn't. Not when the man across from me was certain in a way that felt like home.
Then Julio came home.
He had missed half a day, but the moment he walked into the living room and saw us sitting together with our knees almost touching, his face changed.
He tried for an easy laugh. "So we're holding hands without an announcement now," he said. But his voice was flat.
"No," I said quickly, standing. "This—Cade and I—"
"Are you okay?" Julio asked both of us.
"Yes," I said. "We were talking."
Julio passed his hand through his hair. He looked smaller than I remembered.
"How long?" he asked Cade.
"Longer than you'd think," Cade answered. There was a steady calm in his voice that I recognized as truth.
Julio went silent. I wanted to say sorry; I wanted to say I had been something and then suddenly was not. Instead I watched his face move through stages: confusion, disbelief, a little hurt, then—shock at his own feeling.
"You two—" he said, and his hands found the edge of the table. "How is this—how are you doing this?"
"Julio," I started. "I—"
"Wait, I need time," he said. He turned to leave, then paused at the door. "Don't hurt her," he told Cade. "Don't hurt my sister."
I followed him down the hall. He didn't slam his door. He only stood inside and let his breath out. He always protected me; sometimes that protection came with the softest kind of selfishness.
"Are you really okay?" I asked him.
He turned and looked at me. "You said you were moving out," he said. "Are you sure you don't want to?"
"I don't know," I admitted. "I thought I knew."
He softened. "You know what? Fine," he said. "But you tell me if it hurts. I don't want to be surprised."
"I'm not trying to surprise you," I lied.
We were all trying to avoid the simple truth: love had become three-sided, messy as a spilled pot of sauce. I felt guilty because Julio had been my brother and my confidant. He had a right to be stunned. I hated that I had to hurt him. I loved him enough to avoid hurting him, yet I loved Cade enough to want his warm hand on my shoulder every night.
When I invited both of them to come over for stew the next Sunday, Julio went reluctantly and Cade came with an easy smile.
"Mom will like him," Julio said earlier, teasing. "You should bribe her with ribs."
"I will bribe any judge with ribs," I said.
We sat around the little table. My hands were nervous. The stew smelled of pepper and slow-cooked meat. The house smelled of family—something Julio and I had always had, a thing we held like a shared blanket.
My mother, Claudia Wilson, surprised me by being sharp and unexpectedly heavy-handed. She inspected Cade like a judge examining evidence.
"You're the one who helped move her," she said finally.
"Yes," Cade answered, politely.
"She lives like a guest," my father, Emmanuel Nelson, said. "We thought she had a plan."
"I do have a plan," I said, quick and dumb. "I'm making stew, isn't that a plan?"
She smiled in a way that wasn't kind. "You're good at making a mess," she told me. "But this man looks capable."
She looked at Cade, then at me, and she said, "If you break my daughter's heart, I'll break a part of you I can't afford to fix."
We all laughed nervously. The moment passed. Julio relaxed a little. My mother was not completely cruel—just practical, with a loud voice that felt like it had been carved from the family business.
Then one day, when we were out shopping, an elderly woman in the mall spread the rumor: "You're pregnant," she told me.
"Cade, she thinks I'm pregnant," I whispered, mortified.
He laughed softly, then folded me in his arm. "Let them think what they like," he said.
A few days later, the woman, Astrid Gunther—my mother's friend—saw me at the mall again and stopped to chat. "You look well," she said, smiling. "Congratulations."
I tried to explain. "No, I'm not—"
"Let her believe," Cade said, with a smile like a private joke. "It makes people kinder."
That whole week I flinched at every glance. I thought about moving out to escape the eyes, to make it less confusing for everyone.
In the middle of that, my brother blurted something angry over breakfast. "If you've been dating him for long, why didn't you say anything?" he snapped at me.
"I didn't mean for it to start like this," I answered.
"Then how did it start?" Julio demanded.
"Like everything," I said. "Messily. By accident."
He stared, then said, quietly, "You always do things in a rush."
"You live in a rush too," I shot back.
He sighed. "Look, if you're happy—really happy—I'll be fine. Just tell me."
A few days later, I took a day off work to think. I wandered into the bookshop across the street from my temporary home and I thought about everything: my parents' shove, the boxes on the stairs, the thought of finding my own place. But each thought had a cold edge if it didn't lead to him. If it didn't lead to Cade.
Back at home, Cade sat with me on the couch. "Don't move out for now," he said.
"That makes me sound like I'm afraid," I said.
"Do you want to be afraid?" he asked, and the words were like a shield. "I can handle the world. I just want to handle it with you."
"You talk like you mean that," I said.
"I do," he said. He kissed me, slow and definite. There were moments, at his place, that taught me what it meant to be wanted in a calm way. He hung my coat the way people hang things gently. Once, when I said the air was too cold, he offered his jacket without a blink.
Those small things were the heart-throb moments I would later collect in my head: the jacket on a windy night, the way he used my name like a soft command, the hand that stopped me from reaching for something hot.
We went to Julio's mother's friend for a neighborhood potluck. "She called and said she loves to meddle," Julio told me. "Bring something she can't resist."
So I made ribs. It meant a lot to Julio. To be honest, my ribs were the greatest piece of practical happiness I'd had in weeks.
The potluck was warm. There were children running, people with trays. Astrid cornered us with a gleeful grin. "When are you two getting married?" she asked Cade.
"Ask them," he said, and pointed at me.
Julio rolled his eyes. "Don't make it awkward."
"You told him your story," I whispered to Cade later.
"He needed to know," he said. "If you left once, I had to be sure you wouldn't leave again."
"But you stayed," I said.
"I stayed because I wanted to," he said. He lifted his glass. "Because you are the sort of person who brings ribs to potlucks and doesn't realize what a favor she's doing."
We laughed.
We tried to keep secrets because secrets feel like protection, like a soft bandage. But secrets also grow teeth.
One afternoon, my mother called and demanded I come visit. She had no idea about anything but she wanted to meet "the man" she thought I had been seeing.
I dragged myself into a dress and smoothed my hair. The thought of seeing my mother made a small hollow in my stomach. But when I brought Cade to meet her, she softened. She looked him up and down, then at me, and said, "He seems kind."
"He's more than kind," I told her.
She laughed. "You're lucky, kid," she said. "Don't stretch him thin."
And once, when we had been quietly happy for a few weeks, Julio announced one evening: "I can accept this. But not before you promise me one thing."
"What's that?" I asked.
"Don't make me drag you away at three in the morning because you left your phone in a cab," he said, grinning.
"It's a deal," I said. I kissed his cheek like a truce.
The turning point came on a morning when I found boxes labeled "Leticia" on the stairs. I had convinced myself I didn't need my old home, but seeing those boxes I felt a fish out of water. I wanted to be independent, but I did not want to be alone anymore.
At the coffee shop, sitting across from him while the rain marched down the window, I told Cade, "I do love you. I'm scared. I keep thinking about Julio as if he's the safe shore. But this—" I gestured between us, and he laughed softly.
"It doesn't have to be either-or," he said. "Let it be both-and."
"But Julio—"
"I know," he said. "You don't need to justify it to me."
"What if he doesn't forgive me?"
Cade reached across the table and took my hand. "He already loves you," he said. "He'll figure it out."
A week later, the three of us sat on the couch like a strange, new family. Julio looked like he had rehearsed his speech.
"So," he said finally. "We should set some rules."
"Rules?" I repeated.
"Yes," he said. "No sleeping on each other's beds unannounced, no hiding signs of love, no leaving town without telling the other."
Cade raised his eyebrows. "Is this a roommate contract?"
"Partly," Julio answered. "Mostly it's for feelings."
"Fine," I said, and we all laughed. The laugh that day sealed something small but important.
Time passed in small, good pieces. There were arguments—about dishes and who took out the trash—but also tenderness. Cade's tenderness was quiet. He made tea with the precision of someone who believed warmth was a language. He loved my stubbornness and teased me when I pretended to be brave.
Once, when I was having a bad day and blamed the whole world for my parents, he simply wrapped a blanket around my shoulders and said, "One foot at a time. We'll move when you want. I don't want you to feel rushed."
That is when I realized I loved him not because he filled a hole but because he chose to stand in the rain with me.
The first time we introduced him as "boyfriend" to Julio's mother, she smirked like she had been waiting. "Good," she said. "Keep him."
When we had our little family dinner, my mother, for once, nodded approval. "He seems steady," she said. "Find someone who makes a plan."
"He already did," I said.
There were always small tests. A misunderstanding at a party. A rumor spread by a nosy neighbor. Each time, Cade handled it by being present and honest. Julio handled it by being protective and sometimes silent.
The most important thing happened on an ordinary afternoon when we were walking home with two paper bags of ribs and the air thick with summer. We stood in the stairwell, near the very spot my boxes had once been, and I felt a weight lift.
"I almost left," I said.
"You didn't," Cade said.
"No," I said. "Because you and Julio both made room. Because two people loved me enough to stay."
Julio looked at me with the bruised tenderness of someone who had been both surprised and pleased. "You made a mess," he said.
"I know," I answered.
"But it's our mess now," he said. "And I don't want to clean it alone."
We laughed, then asked Brantley—our little neighbor kid—to help carry the ribs. Brantley, who later would bounce into the role of “anniversary kid” with a grin, took the biggest box and marched off like he was the boss.
There were three heart-stopping moments I collected in my mind and kept as proof we were real:
1) The way Cade wrapped his jacket around me in the open night when my hands were full and my breath came out in white problem-shaped clouds. He pressed the lapel down and said, "Warm?" and I said, "Yes," and it felt like the word covered everything.
2) The second was the night he pulled the chopsticks away and ate the meat I had offered him. I felt naked and found brave at the same time.
3) The third was when he, quietly, admitted that he had always stayed because he hoped I might one day stay too.
As for the past that made him cold once—we cleared that, with long explanations, tears, and a long, clumsy night that turned into the morning when nothing more was unsaid. The memory of that night stopped being a wound and became a map.
People asked about consequences. Would my parents accept this new life? My mother, who had a talent for dramatic judgments, softened over time. A visit, a meal, my hand in his—she adjusted. She told Astrid once, "He cooks better than your son," and laughed.
Julio, for his part, turned fierce in a protective, brotherly way that made me safe. He demanded small rules and meaningful respect. He stopped hiding his jealousy and instead told me the truth when something hurt.
We built routines. Jules and Cade argued about the right day to water the plants. I argued with myself about the right time to move. We learned to live with each other's noises—the clink of a fork, the scrape of a chair leg, the way someone hums when they think no one is paying attention.
And then came a small, perfect moment: a public, ordinary gathering where everything collapsed into a laugh. Our group walked into a city square. Brantley—the little neighbor boy who called Cade "Dad" in a mischievous game—ran to the ice cream cart.
"Who has the cash?" he asked.
"I do," Jules said, but when he reached for his wallet, he realized he had left it at home. Cade flashed a card and paid. Brantley beamed.
"You're the best," Brantley told Cade.
"Only because I'm practicing," Cade said, and bowed low.
Everyone clapped. People nearby snapped photos with their phones and smiled at the small, harmless display. For once, the world did not intrude. For once, three of us could stand under a tree and feel like the center of a small, good universe.
Months slid into a comfortable rhythm. I stopped planning to leave in my head. I started planning small things—trips across the river, a night out for ribs, a new lamp, birthdays celebrated with surprise. My parents sometimes said sharp things and then sent me boxes of food.
Once, when I got cross with my mother, she said, "You're always out to complicate my life."
"I'm trying not to be," I said.
"Too late," she said, but then handed me a jar of my childhood jam. "Take it. For your slow mornings."
I have never been the loudest person in the room, but I had learned to love. I had learned to accept love that was patient and stubborn and quiet. I had learned to face my own fears and to let someone else's hand hold them away.
At the end of one long day full of small incidents—dropped groceries, a spilled cup of tea, a neighbor's loudly practiced violin—we sat on the stairs where my boxes had once been. They were gone. The stair smelled like lemon and old paper and summer. The world had rearranged.
Cade took my hand. Julio rested his head on my shoulder for a moment and then frowned because he was allergic to being openly soft.
"Would you two like to move in together for real?" Julio asked suddenly.
I looked at Cade. "Are we really asking him permission?" I teased.
"Yes," Cade said, smiling. "I want to be on record."
"Well," Julio said, thinking, "as long as you don't hog the remote, I'm fine."
We all laughed. The world made sense in small, practical ways. We promised each other those things: honesty, a share of the chores, and ribs whenever someone needed cheering up.
Now, when someone asks about the stairwell, I don't picture shame. I see those boxes as a starting line. I remember the cold morning, my mother's voice, the flush of embarrassment. I remember Julio's impatient love and Cade's steady hands. I remember the little ribs that could solve family wars. I remember the woman in the mall who thought I was pregnant and the way Cade protected that mistake like a golden ticket.
"If anyone asks where it all began," I would tell someone someday, "say it began with packed bags on the stairs and a bowl of spicy beef."
When Brantley runs up to me and asks, "Mother, who's your enemy?" and I laugh and tell him there is none, it's a small joke. He glares and says, "Your enemy is sleepy." We laugh because our life is small things and warm jokes.
I used to measure my worth in plans and tidy lists. Now I measure it in small dinners, in the way Cade tucks my hair behind my ear when the city line is loud, in Julio's one-eared smirk when he thinks we're acting the fools.
Once, in a quiet instant, I thought, "This is all I want: a kitchen where someone makes tea while I do the dishes, a man who eats my ribs like they're the only food in the world, and a brother who stays even after he's angry."
That is us—three people who chose to stay.
We are messy. We are loud in private. We love like a slow fire. And every time I hear the soft "clack" of chopsticks, I think of the day Cade stole meat off my stick and I didn't stop him.
Sometimes I still dream about the boxes on the stairs, but they are not a shameful memory anymore. They are a marker. We stood there and chose to build something out of small things.
If you ever want to find us, look for the man who ties his jacket for me without asking, for the brother who will mock us both mercilessly but protect us fiercer than a guard, and for me—who will always bring ribs to parties and laugh when people think I'm pregnant.
"Who started this, really?" people ask.
I shrug. "The stairs," I say. "And a plate of spicy beef."
The End
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