I spent ten years loving a man who kept me off the books. Donovan Knight is Hollywood’s coldest leading man — stone-faced on red carpets, legendary in awards speeches, and stubbornly private about our marriage. I played the obedient wife: quit my group, switched careers for him, signed with his agency. He never once put me in the light. Then I took a risk: I lied, I auditioned, I landed a spot on a high‑stakes dating show opposite the hottest pop star, Rafael Cunningham. It was supposed to be a publicity spark for my comeback. Instead, Rafael showed up with sincerity as sharp as his guitars. Donovan signed on too — but as a live “observer,” tethered to a seat in the studio, expression unreadable. Fans shipped us. Producers fed the frenzy. My ex-husband grew colder, his silence louder. Rafael got closer, protective and impossibly real. Angela — the friend who once promised to help — traded me for a young actress and sold my reputation for clicks. Ten years of favors, arrogance, and unforgiveness boil into four months of cameras, staged intimacy, unscripted chemistry, and a thousand online verdicts. I wanted to reclaim myself. Instead, I learned how badly a heart can be compartmentalized — and what happens when two very different men decide they won’t let me walk away. When the cameras stop, who will be the one left standing in my light?

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